welll...
i should probably say that mountain view warped was fun. it wasn't really hot. just a lot of..sweat. it was gross.
and all of tai... came out to the signing (and chislett saw my sign asking him to be at the signing...cept that i didnt even say a word to him at the signing..what a waste) and i blanked out and didnt know what to say to tai..
oh and william did a creepy hand wave thing that caught me off guard..sorta. it was weird.
and hmm well...
school started. this schoolyear is worst than last year. i dont know why. i dont talk as much this year and my classes arent...as fun? i guess. but school is school.
and today we had this "club fair" where clubs set out tables and sign up sheets. i've joined...photography club, drama club (i dont like to act. the lady said we could work backstage and paint sets etc), and...haha i joined the ping pong club. i cant even really play. but oh well. and then i joined club "P.U.R.P.L.E" i forgot what it stands for..by i knoe PLE is "Please Love Everyone" and the other P is like..Peace. i think. it just sounded like an interesting club because they talk about social injustices etc etc...discussions and stuff.
too many clubs. im gonna forget by tomorrow.
i just drew my friend a flying pwny on a rainbow for her birthday...wtb
i thought the drag queen project runway was interesting. no surprise that chris (i think thats his name..from last season) is from san francisco haha (i always wonder if i will ever see a famous or semi-famous or someone was nonfamous person that says they're from san francisco.)
there was a dinosaur yawning and roaring at me in Target. it was sorta creepy..
VMAs? i think i will watch..to see paramore...and anyone else who will be there that i know. i think it was last year that gabe was interviewing william on the red carpet and asked him to take off his shoes so they could step on the red carpet...but william didnt want to cuz he had mismatching socks haha.
no one reads.
and i'm trying to look for TAI's other bside..I knew the name of the song five minutes ago. Every Burden..has a..something. darn. i know its bad to download illegally but i've got no other way.......
- Location:here
- Mood:
blank - Music:Wreck Me- 1969
i think heath was really awesome joker. he played this sorta like aloof character whose still serious with liek..being a villain. it was good!
it fit! really well. i couldnt even tell it was him the whole time, like i wasnt looking at heath ledger, i was looking at THE joker.
i think im a bit obsessive now cuz it was such a good movie. but i think he was really good actor.
- Location:here
- Music:one more weekend- The academy is...
Ok first of all, I was a little anxious before warped from all the stories people say about the people and the sweat and the heat, and it's not that...bad...at all. All I have to say is bring sunblock...that's it. and i guess kleenex if you wanna go portopotties (i didnt go all day.....not good...)
sooooo I am going to basically tell you everything that happened....as far as I remember...not everything EXACTLY....so yeah.
( Sit Down, Shut Up, Where do we begin? )
- Location:In that Tour Bus
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:Catastrophe- Forever the Sickest Kids
i was looking through channels and inside edition was showing some footage from hotel rooms.
they left rooms full of dirty cups for maids to clean.
one maid just rinsed the cups without soap.
another washed with her hands...no soap!!
one lady rinsed the cups and used dirty towels to wipe the cups dry..(ew)
and another looked like she wiped her nose or something with a towel...and she used that same towel to dry the cup. (..yum..)
is that disgusting or what!?
they went to about 10 or so hotel rooms and like 6 werent being..sanitary.
now everytime i go to a hotel, im gonna like triple wash all the cups.
everyones gonna think im paranoid...
- Location:here
- Mood:
pessimistic - Music:Black Cat- Mayday Parade
lol i doubt its gonna be that hot.
soooo
anyways
first
i have a friend who has like a million other friends and her cousin (whose rich and has sideways 8 money) is having some sort of social gathering(he calls it) for his co. and iiii said i'd go....problem? theres like rules and everything. we have to dance ballrooom(whyy) and we have to have firm handshakes and stuff to impress his executive people (theres more.. that all i remember)
and we go in the morning, so we'll be in like dresses (or change...too lazy) and then stay till late in sf.
like wtf im scared.
its not that im like a wimp or anything. just that im overwhelmed by how i already have to meet her friends who arent sure if they wanna meet me. If you think you wont like someone, theres a very likely chance that will happen....more than if you thought you'd like them. its like going with bad intentions..that's what you'll get. plus i have to be..impressive? idk but my dress isnt that great., i have horrible tanlines on feet. its kinda gross...
and i dont know what to expect...
oh one plus, is that them CRAZY people got a freaking hummer limo stretch thing. its probly bigger than my room (and better) with like 3 tvs or something. like what?
you know i never imagined ever meeting them. cuz whenever they invite me, i always have to go somwehere. and if we plan something and invite them, they have something. its funny. so idk what they look like (since every picture they take is like a different person) and...i dont like not knowing what to expect
ohh another plus
phillip's going
yeah the stupid one?
so at least i wont be the worst one. ahah poooor phillippp
and ugh. i have like no summer.
all it is is sumemr school. the teacher told me i'd have at least 5 hours homework every night. like WHAT?! plus i have the other one, at school. so its english and bio. but i tend to rush hw cuz i dont like it...so 5 hours= 2 1/2 hours....
its too much.
and my writing does suck. but if i choose something i like to talk about, then i get a good grade. eg. i wrote that report on unicorns (cuz she wanted us to write about mythical creatures or something) and it was good because i could actually make it interesting. i learned some things from that report.
people back then used to think unicorns were real and sell unicorn horns. they'd go unicorn hunting.
thats like really funny to me. haha
theres a million unicorn sites where they play medieval music and try to convince that unicorns are real....
and i hate summer. i can't sleep cuz im never tired. and im never hungry but i make myself eat (or bad things happen)
- Location:under your bed
- Mood:
restless - Music:Picking Up the Pieces- Every Avenue
sounds like an intersting show...
well im just curious to see what pete and mtv come up with.
i just read the buzznet review of the taping..
and these two things are like so funny to me
1. "Then (OMG) Panic at the Disco and Snoop Dogg performed "Gin and Juice." If you've ever wanted to hear the phrase, "Got my mind on my money and my money on my mind," come from the mouth of RyRo, you're going to get your chance."
that is hilarious. i saw the youtube video of them performing together but ryan? thats funny
2. "Don't ever let your kid rap," Snoop said as he walked out the door, " 'cause you guys are the whitest couple on earth."
lol thats so funny. i wonder what pete and ashlee were thinking ha.
sounds like a different kind of show.
i think im gonna watch just to see how it is.
- Location:here
- Mood:
amused - Music:roses- meg & dia
im wondering if they do that for the one in SF...becuase that's the one im going to.
is there any other rules?
because i dont wanna bring something and have to like throw it away or hide it in the bushes or soemthing ha.
help appreciated
- Location:here
- Mood:
bored - Music:every avenue
Danny hunter has an awdorable puppy. (lol his latest myspace blog. love the puppy!)
i still want a fanny pack. the ones from american apparel. i was thinking about it last week cuz i wanted a new bag...
then a few days later i saw the dance crew Fanny Pak. like heyyy i want!
panic(!)'s myspace is like hacked right now. someone keeps posting "balhablahblah i'll call you or personally meet you blahablhabla." and then gives you a link that goes to some ringtone/wallpaper site. the ones that pop up and are really annoying (i love my pop up blocker)
and TAI TV episode 1 has an alt. ending. poor sisky.
i just saw FTSK video. gets me hyped for the warped tour that i dont know if im even going.
ugh
and really random a friend's friend asked to be my friend so im like um ok. he seems cool and like unstalker-ish. but its like weird....
im starting to like katy perry a lot....
and purple..hm..i have like two friends that absolutely hate purple. but i have nothing against it so i dont really care what they think...whats so wrong about it?
- Location:right here
- Mood:
REALLY BORED - Music:Hot N Cold- Katy Perry
I have no clue what to do..
i really need to go to the store and get CDs. so far i want Flyleaf (badly) and im thinking of TMD, alkaline trio, and valencia? well i dont know about valencia...im also thinking of phantom planet. they have a unique sound (to me..sometimes)
my legs hurt from Great America on monday. i think we walked too much. and those flip flops i bought there (since i didnt bring any and wasnt planning on getting soaked) are like hell. they hurt SO bad. poor dulce lost her shoes and had to wear those home (btw are you getting new converse now?).
the last ten minutes we were there, i really wanted to ride like 10 more roller coasters and ride drop zone like 20 more times. thats what i felt like doing...
you shoulda seen the place. it was FILLED with 8th graders. i know they're 8th graders because they all came with school and its like endoftheyear/graduation thing. it was really annoying... i still remember when i was an 8th grader. but its like once you reach the next grade, everyone below you is annoying or unimportant. but im not saying that EVERYONe younger is annoying, some of them can be cool. its just you see them differently then you did before....
plus it was super hot so that got me (more)pissed.
well on top of that, we were changing when we got there(since i was in pants and needed to change to shorts badly) and phillip(stupid kid who has the brain of a 10 year old) left us there waiting for him. we were standing outside the bathroom wondering when he'd get out. then we started yelling into the boys bathroom. and dads and guys were looking at us like "..."
then he FINALLY picked up his phone and was like "i just rode topgun" WTF! we INVITED you to go with us and you just leave us there waiting in the heat and 8th graders. i was sooo pissed. and we were all yelling into the fone, so the people around were like looking and probly thinking "i wonder what that stupid kid did to get all these girls so mad at him" honestly i like wanted to beat him up so bad.
then we rode a roller coaster that wasnt worth the wait...
once the weather cooled down a little bit and we rode more flippy swingy rides and got soaked from the raft and the water maze thing, we started having fun. (cept that my feet were still in hell...those flip flops are horrible. they had like sharp ridges that poked the bottom of my feet)
im scared of warped tour, because all the plans are unsure. i dont really have a ride or anything...i havent bought tickets yet....
im not sure if i should really commit to it becuase i feel like everything is impossible. (its only next week!)
im wondering if i sould just go to warped and really try to get there or if i should just wait for the bands i want to see to headline their own tours...
i wish magic was real or something. so i could just go BOOM! and i'd be there or something.
i haven't done ANYTHING today. and i think i should start getting together with friends and hang out or something.
i feel like riding a roller coaster right now...
- Location:where else
- Mood:
tired - Music:Valencia or Alkaline Trio
i'm not sure who i should be excited to see but i definitely can't wait to see The Academy Is...
it's a pretty long list and i don't know what to look for. I have never gone to warped tour...so this will be my first time....
is there anything i should know that i don't?
i also can't wait to throw my fangs up! that hasn't happened since the summer before ¡Viva La Cobra!
Missing the RRRGLT is not a happy thought....
i remember when the old guilty pleasure video first came out, i really wanted to do that dance live at a show too (havent yet either).
and i remember when misery business came out on FBR+ (looong time ago) and i wanted to sing to it live really badly
well before misery business, i was looking forward to Born For This since that was the first song i heard that was off riot! (when it first got released on FBR+..i still remember becuase i went on that site everyday since "born for this" was posted there..and i used to get pissed when it lagged or took forever to load) I really wanted to shout "we were born for this" during that one part.
- Location:the sky
- Mood:
PYSCHED - Music:Guy Ripley
but adam lazzara's kid on the way? its rumors but hm probably true but woah. baby lazzara!! i just imagine him(..or her) to be very cute and adorable.
doesn't adam lazzara have a brother?
its so weird thinking of people getting married and having kids. like a guy ripley jr. or a mini-ryan ross. i just think of mini versions of bands (like that green gentlemen video)
mmm welllll i saw "You Don't MEss With the Zohan"
not a good movie. i mean some movies, the people try to be funny (or well the directors/writers etc. make them) but they go over the top on dirty jokes (or well just plain dirty-ness) and it just turns out gross. i DID NOT want to see Adam Sandlers butt...or that lady's. and I did NOT want to see Adam Sandler bang old ladies (i jsut used the word bang....weird) and lick them....ugh its so gross. but some parts it actually was funny, but...i dont recommend the movie....
and after that went to see "what happens in vegas." it was better than zohan and actually had a plot (i stil dont know the point of zohan...) and it had funny moments...and stuff. but its not one thats like "WOAH OMG THAT WAS SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!". just one that's like "hm that was good. it was worth it"
(i still dont know what you do at senior farewell...we had to "skip" that to watch two movies since my brother graduated that night and going afterschool would make the times all weird...yeah...)
- Location:in front of the computer
- Mood:
anxious - Music:London Bridges- This Is Ivy League (they're ok...i need to get used to it?)
we were like "omg put some clothes on!" to random people...
yea probly sounds stupid..but it was funny
and the time that i yelled at william beckett. cuz i was waiting there, and i was crazy cuz it was late and it was postshow, and he wouldnt look at me cuz i was saying his name so i screame d "WILLIAM!" and then hes like "ok ok i have somethings that are uncomfortable(uh oh) in my pants (uh oh) and i'm going to put these back on the bus and i promise i will come back out"..which he did. i felt bad..
and then he came out and his voice was weird. it was like he was talking to little kids and sorta like feminine and weird. like it wasnt really his voice....idk what it was but it sorta creeped me out but it was funny. and my friend's shirt said "butcher stole my scooter" so i was like "he needs to give her scooter back. he stole it." and wiliams like "he stole your whaatt? ohh" or something. i dunno but thats like all i remember.
(and i still remember when we were taking a picture and his hand was like on my back [awkwarrddd] and his fingers were like jittery. like he was nervous. and it was like..weird)
and when aaron paramoremerchguy was being nice and talking to us and told us to go home and said san francisco was scary. and right when he said that a hobo walked by and went "ARGGH" at him and he made this "wtf" face. it was funnehh
- Location:warfield
- Mood:
hyper - Music:I'm so Sick- Flyleaf
I was sooo happy they finally got a new tai tv. Like i went to sleep smiling (weird thought). its been soooo long.
lol i think mike is hilarious. with the big long beard. a lot of people say hes boring and has no sense of humor, but i think he is funny, just that its not like obvious.
and it looked really wrong when buthcer um.. "killed" sisky in the end. like he (btw i gave up on banning "like"...its annoying but more annoying to rid) was sitting or something and that weird noise and butcher's like "that's what i call a sandwhich". i was like woah what just happened?
(body like a boxer man)
and williams little boy hair! its so cute. aww. reminds me of a puppy (dont ask..)
and i thought it was creepy when Sisky used the cobra booklet as tp and he screamed, but i thought ben and pj (or is it nate? i get those two confused...it might not even be either of them, i might just be completely wrong)
and sisky looking for chislett. haha. jack couldn't keep up aww.
i always thought it'd be funny if you were walking down the steps somewhere, and some guy like runs past and you get mad and then you realize its sisky business. or how he's always randomly everywhere like at concerts. so if you're like pushing people and the guy turns around..and its sisky business! lol. random thoughts....
i think i should have posted this somewhere else...or maybe not even posted...anywhere...
ignore.
- Location:..somewhere
- Mood:
bored - Music:Losing Control- This Providence
- Location:here
- Mood:
bored - Music:Practice Makes Perfect
i always wondered if you could define the word normal. just a thought. weird thought.
i want to go warped tour. badly.mom said yes. dad hasnt answered (i havent asked......i never go to him for concerts. its always mom)
its the one at pier 31, sf, june 1st. and i want to gooo. and you could buy a membership to Santi's Little Helpers too. thats pretty cool. (i already have one but yeah..) i heard about automatic loveletter having a street team that you can join. and you get in early and help put up posters.
i don't know how they set up the piers. does anyone else know?
i just imagine crowds and crowds of people and in the small open areas, they set up the stages. like that magic show area...but it seems..small...
I see a hairpane!
i think the kids on Jon & Kate Plus 8 are hilarious. like that one kid (joel?) was all "i have to go potty. i have a weenahh(he doesnt speak clearly so "wiener" is weenahh). daddys have weenahhhz" i think dulce mentioned that in her blog already(it reminded me).
it must be hard to take care of 8 kids. like the laundry. thats like crazy. its loads and loads of clothes. and the house is ALWAYS clean. their house i mean. they always clean up (well parents make them) and everything. and i hate one of the 6 year olds. Mady? spsp. well shes always bragging and being a drama queen. and one of the kids was like throwing up because he throws up when hes really upset. like he makes himself gag(another girl throws up too). and mady was all "i think he does it for attention." and then one kid got hurt and she's like "get over it". i wonder what she'll be like when shes older.
ew and one kid, aaden(i love his name btw, just not the spelling) has like stinky feet or soemthing so the camera shows him smelling it and its like weird...but funny....(maybe just me)
i need to listen to new music. if anyone knows bands they like more than "like," i wanna hear. i always find bands i like but i dont buy their cds or anything. i need to listen to bands i will really like and stuff.
i like mostly rock. but i hate when its way too acoustic slow or theres too much techno (and it sounds like a ringtone). i also dont really like listening to screamo all the way. like they never sing, only like one or two lines.
santi!
new tai tv tomorrow! or well....today? its midnight. exactly. whats that make it?
- Location:Here.
- Mood:
restless - Music:Decoy- Paramore
yeah i'm still bored. so i'm going rant randomly....
phillip is STILL iming me. i told him i was busy with "love journal" (LJ) and he believes me...ugh hes so stupid. i swear its gonna kill him. or i will end up killing him.
ok well hm
i hate finals. its like cramming your head with everything you learned and spitting it out on a test. (that sounded weird) everyone always says you should remember what you learn, but its hard to do that when theres like 7 teachers trying to make you learn something. i hate how i type "like" so much(when its unecessary). i'm going to ban that from all my blogs from now on...ugh.
im so happy summer's almost here. all i remember from all the last summers is music, sleep, tv, and home. thats it. my summers arent that fun i guess...even though i go somewhere every summer. my parents always make me go somewhere during vacation so we can spend "quality time " together. but usually we go with other people...so its more just getting away from here.
i like going places i havent gone before but i hate packing and unpacking and as much as i love hotel rooms, they slow me down. usually when i get up, i take forever to find the right clothes that i want to wear (i change my mind a lot) then i have to fix my hair (its always messy when i wake up), and then anything else thats wrong... and i don't know why but being in hotel rooms just slow me down. and the beds arent that comfortable either. i woke up once and thought i was in my room and then i freaked out when i didn't recognize anything in the room. it was kinda funny.
weird thought. forrest kline called me a pen slut. random. haha. i dont think i'll ever forget...its always in my mind. everytime i see a pen "pen slut" its weird. ignore.
you know whats really weird. mr.walton (8th grade teacher..yeah. and he's the famous bill walton's cousin or something. the ex-basketball player thats always on espn) said that william beckett was the best looking of the academy is... he said william has a cute butt chin. thats really weird. and he thought butcher was the ugliest. aww poor butcher. i never thought any of them were ugly. not that i think they're all hot, though.
and he was saying how brendon urie was the best looking of panic(!) i thought that was funny. and he said ryan and spencer were feminine looking. haha if he saw them now. well just spencer. with his big beard. i hate beards. and moustaches. some people its ok but others its just out of place. and some people have that chin fuzz (i don't know what they call it. peach fuzz?) and its annoying.
ok i think i should stop typing right now and go write a blog thats readable and maybe better than my first too. ugh i feel stupid
- Location:not sure
- Mood:
bored - Music:Breathe Today- Flyleaf
i think i have too many websites to remember. its like annoying how i have to go through every single one for updates but oh well.
i should go through all those sites that i have/had/etc that i can think of..now
xanga: i think it was a blogging site. I actually never had one but i remember everyone was all "omg did you go on my xanga?" it was like 5th grade. but xanga reminded me of manga which reminded me of anime, which im not a fan of.... so i didn't wanna get an xanga. it sounded too much trouble.
neopets: i had to put this because back in 3rd and 4th grade, i went on all the time for games and stuff. gawsh what a loeser (i dont like old me very much, i think if i met back-then-me, i'd hate her) and i tried going on the other day to see how changed it is, but i dont remember my password etc. which scares me cuz i always think something bad happens if i cant sign on an account i have..somewhere....even if its neopets.
aim: i didnt get mine till like 7th grade but lik everyone had one. at first i was sorta bored and confused at how to work it. but then afterwhile i got more "buddies" so its like woah. i think its a good way to talk to people. its easier than picking up a phone (not that i DONT prefer the phone..its just sometimes)
myspace: i actually hated myspace for awhile. it was just annoying and i HATE when people post a MILLION bulletins a day. i just hate looking at it and seeing like 5 million bulletins from the SAME PERSON. it's like i get it! you have new pictures! but myspace is more like a friends site. like no one really reads the about me or blogs or anything. its like a keep in touch site or soemthing. (wtf im like putting sites in categories...ugh i should sleep)
facebook: i think facebook is sorta scary just cuz you have your name and your school and stuff. but i guess its like cool to keep in touch with classmates..after you graduate etc. i dont think anyone reads any blog stuff or anything there either..so i guess its another keepintouch site.
buzznet & FoE: yeah its not that big or anything, but im like addicted to it. thats where i read all the music updates and news etc. and people post up a lot of funny pictures. well maybe just i happen to see mostly funny pictures. (You know this blog is really long. im just really bored. and theres an annoying person on aim that wont stop talking to me..i can see it blinking....i hate you phillip) i always(and still do) think of buzznet as like a scene kid site. cuz i always see things on the side about hannah beth and audrey kitching and kiki kannibal and jared gold(i think hes cool though). theres like 2 people who keep asking me to be their friend and they seem stalker-ish so i deny them and they keep coming back.
..livejournal: blogsblogsblogs. thats like all i see LJ as. i always find pictures here though (like i mean randomly, before i got an LJ...people are like oh this picture funny and send me a link. or i find icons here)
wow that was pretty long
i dont think anyone would read.
idc
oh well
good night?
- Location:..my house?
- Mood:
annoyed - Music:Pretty Mess- From First To Last
